I’m angry at myself for eating. I hate myself all the time.

My metabolism sped up though!

Okay since I last updated this blog a lot has happened.

A boy likes me.

And I like him. A lot.

But we live 900km apart. I get to see him in July.

What if he thinks I’m fat? Or ugly? Or unstable?

What if things don’t work between us because of my eating disorder and his depression?

I have so many questions and I’m getting anxious because he texted back.

lol okay just forget me like that sure I’ll be okay

I’m scared that I’ve totally ruined my friendship with the most wonderful person I’ve ever come across in my life.